Sencerity

      Hello sunshine. Hows today? Minggu ni terperuk kat rumah. Rasa nak kemas apa yang patut. Kesian my sis, janji nak balek on Monday, tapi quite busy, last-last aku tak balek pun. Sorry ye my sayang! Eceh intro. Okay, last week is my convocation. had massive fun bila jumpa muka-muka yang dirindui. Ommboiii ayat! Rindu la, lama tak tengok kawan-kawan semua. Semua makin cantik and makin hensem. Congrats tau kawan-kawan dan adek-adek even tak sama session. Halfway je upload gambar konvo sebab I left my lappy kat rumah kakak and tak fun guna lappy org ni. Eceh padahal gambar idok le banyak. Pointless (-.-")

     Sebenarnya nak sembang sikit pasal what I've experience masa on my way nak pi putrajaya and isu sincerity. First of all, aku tak pandai pun naek public transportation ni but luckily enough we had a very good service. Thats that. Pasal sincerity ni, sekarang ni mana ada orang yang senyum semata-mata dia memang ikhlas nak senyum kan? Paling kurang pun sebab they found others tu pelik. Hritu, my journey tak lah jauh mana, adat orang takde lesen dan bajet independent, nak blaja guna public transportation. Eceh! 

       Let say, ada seorang orang India bisu dan pekak *which you dont know for sure* asked you which platform is heading to Rawang sambil tunjuk-tunjuk tiket dia. First of all, kau fikir apa? Me? Aku fikir, betol ke dia pekak and bisu for a second, lepas tu I'll try my best untuk tolong dia, kalau masa tu kalau aku kena samun ke, aku berserah je la. It happens to me eventually. I had to type on my cell untuk bantu dia. He did asked a few people before he approaches me. Poor soul. Aku tak salahkan orang lain sebab tak nak tolong, maybe they had thier own reasons to be that protective kan, who knows.

       Haritu for convo aku stay kat kuarters depan PICC tu tumpang umah bakal kakak ipar. There were time yang aku tunggu abang aku sebab handbag aku tertinggal dalam kereta. Kena pulak berdiri at that parking lot, my feet is killing me at that time. And there's a car baru park, ada nenek tua pakai tongkat, bongkok je. She is going to the lift which dekat dengan aku. Anak cucu dia tengah sibuk punggah barang. Kesian aku tengok nenek tu, nak naek tangga dengan keadaan macam tu, masa aku nak pimpin dia naek tangga, dia macam takut-takut, tapi dah sampai lift she smiled and thanked me. But then family members dia yang laen plak pandang slack plak. Like what? I helped your grandma la stupid. Okay, penat-penat aku pun aku masih ada hati nak tolong nenek tua tu, naseb je cucu dia tak dapat tapak wedges 6inches free je on her face.

       Mentality orang kita ni buat kita takut nak tolong orang. And I remember this one time, aku, along and his fiance kat shopping mall. Tengah withdraw duit then a tap on my shoulder, sorang makcik mintak tolong cocok kan duit dia. ATM card dia dah patah, for sure la tak dapat baca. Aku masa tu memang pikir yang bukan-bukan la. At that situation siapa-siapa pun akan fikir macam tu kan? Lepas makcik ni buat cerita sedih, my brother turn back and gave her money so that dia boleh makan and balek rumah. A few hours later, we spotted her ada lagi in that mall. Nak tolong orang pun kena hati-hati kan? Sebab tu makin ramai yang tak ikhlas dalam dunia ni. Tak ikhlas untuk menolong dan tak ikhlas untuk ditolong.

Just remember la, every good deed is like cleansing your soul. 

Buat baek tak kira pada siapa and InsyaAllah you will be blessed by Allah.