Hello people. It's already been a week since my newly proclaim freedom. Eceh! LOL. Memang sesungguhnya aku berehat lah dalam erti kata yang sebenar-benarnya. Getting my head straight. Kepala dapat landing dekat bantal kat rumah, I felt so darn tired. Rasa macam jalan kaki Perak-N9 pulak. Rasa betul-betul penat. Barang aku bersepah tak kemas-kemas. It takes me three days to feel fresh as new.
Now, agenda dekat rumah adalah, bangun, texting, on laptop, on tivi, kemas rumah, mandi, masak, calls, online, tivi somemore. Bosan. Adik aku sorang pergi class, sorang kat Putrajaya. Dahtu aku nak kacau siapa kat rumah? Siapa pulak nak alihkan anak-anak kucing tu bila dia dekat dengan aku? Siapa yang nak angkat phone rumah kalau aku saja-saja call? Bored pulak bila tak da orang untuk disakat. Nak tak nak, aku sakat lah mama and ayah.
The thing is, maybe macam ni lah parents rasa bila anak-anak dia jauh-jauh kan? I just missed the 'bising-ness' of everybody. Everyone have their own ways to be remembered kan, I just missed my sibs! Rasa macam umur 16 tahun puloks. Kat rumah ni kalau aku takada, sure sunyi je. Haih. Tak ada yang tolong jerit-jerit, tak ada orang tolong cari gaduh dengan adik-adik aku.Tak ada jeritan 'gemokkkkkk' yang kuat. What a life. And tadi berborak dengan mama, cakap I missed 'Mat Jait Gemok Gedempol'. Then mama called him, and guess what, he is on his way home. Gilak instinct 'kakak' aku. He is not gemok pun, sebab dulu masa kecik die gems aku tetap lah panggil dia macam tu. Sekarang sekeping je, tsk tsk! You see, how family is wayyyyyyy important for me.
Having plenty of time in my hand, I started to sort my life by little. Thinking what to do best. Besides sending resume to companies, aku tunggu resume sampai rumah aku. Maklumlah, aku sekarangkan dah rajin. Sikit. *out of topic*. Ekceli I rili don haf eni idea tu write. Why ah? Maybe I should go out and have some fresh air, and besides, aku dah lama tak spend time alone dengan diri sendiri. Which I once really enjoyed. I liked to went out alone to watch movies, 2 or 3 movies in a row. Window shopping by myself without others bising lapar, or sakit kaki, or tak larat. Oh man, I missed spending time with myself. Okay, I will! *squinting eyes!*
Now, agenda dekat rumah adalah, bangun, texting, on laptop, on tivi, kemas rumah, mandi, masak, calls, online, tivi somemore. Bosan. Adik aku sorang pergi class, sorang kat Putrajaya. Dahtu aku nak kacau siapa kat rumah? Siapa pulak nak alihkan anak-anak kucing tu bila dia dekat dengan aku? Siapa yang nak angkat phone rumah kalau aku saja-saja call? Bored pulak bila tak da orang untuk disakat. Nak tak nak, aku sakat lah mama and ayah.
The thing is, maybe macam ni lah parents rasa bila anak-anak dia jauh-jauh kan? I just missed the 'bising-ness' of everybody. Everyone have their own ways to be remembered kan, I just missed my sibs! Rasa macam umur 16 tahun puloks. Kat rumah ni kalau aku takada, sure sunyi je. Haih. Tak ada yang tolong jerit-jerit, tak ada orang tolong cari gaduh dengan adik-adik aku.Tak ada jeritan 'gemokkkkkk' yang kuat. What a life. And tadi berborak dengan mama, cakap I missed 'Mat Jait Gemok Gedempol'. Then mama called him, and guess what, he is on his way home. Gilak instinct 'kakak' aku. He is not gemok pun, sebab dulu masa kecik die gems aku tetap lah panggil dia macam tu. Sekarang sekeping je, tsk tsk! You see, how family is wayyyyyyy important for me.
Having plenty of time in my hand, I started to sort my life by little. Thinking what to do best. Besides sending resume to companies, aku tunggu resume sampai rumah aku. Maklumlah, aku sekarangkan dah rajin. Sikit. *out of topic*. Ekceli I rili don haf eni idea tu write. Why ah? Maybe I should go out and have some fresh air, and besides, aku dah lama tak spend time alone dengan diri sendiri. Which I once really enjoyed. I liked to went out alone to watch movies, 2 or 3 movies in a row. Window shopping by myself without others bising lapar, or sakit kaki, or tak larat. Oh man, I missed spending time with myself. Okay, I will! *squinting eyes!*
Although I missed my old routine, I kinda like my new ones. There goes, a sneak peak of my unemployed life. Cheers peeps.
Happy Cloudy Thursday! *hugs*
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